We're Moving!!!

Well the time has finally come to move into our new house. Yipppppie! I am SO excited about it. Right now we live in limbo, our house is full of boxes and every day someone can be heard saying; "Hey Linny where is the_______?" Fill in the blank. Luckily we got smart and left all boxes packed with a particular rooms stuff, in that particular room. Still it is not an easy way to live.

I love moving though, I always have, and I have moved many times. Every time I move into a new house, it feels like a fresh start. This time feels even MORE like that because this is MY house. I can do whatever the hell I want to it and where ever I put something, is where it will live. Also I will never, ever have to live with roommates again unless I seriously want to. I love the idea of finally setting up my office space. It will be so sweet I can hardly describe the feeling of joy.

Also my son's room. He will get to decide exactly what he wants done to it... what colour he wants the walls to be... where he wants his transformer shelf to be, or his bionicle's. I love it love it love it. We are going to have to do SO much work right off the bat, but thats totally ok with me, cause its MINE. First off, most importantly I want to paint the outside of the house and build our porch, cause the outside is almost, not quite, but almost, hideous. The inside is going to be overhauled as well, but its actually a really nice place and the first thing that people see is the outside anyway, so thats where I think we should start.

This is going to be a fine juggling act on Monday. First, our tenants can't move in to their place until Monday, we have to wait for them, but we have to be our of this house on Monday, and our tenants are waiting for the tenants of their house to move out... on Monday....

Wish me LUCK!!!!

Fall to Pieces ~ Avril

Just the chorus:

I don't want to fall to pieces, I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation, I just want to cry in front of you,
I don't want to talk about it, cause I'm in love with you....

A Poem that speaks to Me

So Just Kiss Me

So just kiss me and let my hair
messy itself in your fingers

tell me nothing needs to be done-
no clocks need winding

There is no bell without a voice
needng to borrow my own

instead, let me steady myself
in the arms

of a man who won't ask me to be
what he needs, but lets me exist

as I am

a blonde flame
a hurricane

wrapped up
in a tiny body

that will come to his arms
like the safest harbor

for mending

~Jewel

Dedicated to the Horned God

This has been waiting to be written for too long. I am yours.

Time to take it deeper..

To Fall for You

The beautiful insanity is a sweet, thick syrup of desires, emotions and control. You walk naked through my hungry mind bringing a hot throb that runs like electricity. I know I should banish the thought, cease the torture of my knowing skin, but I do not wish it...

I want to savor the sharp longing that overtakes my body when I think of your tongue in my mouth, my legs around your hips, the hardness of you in my hand, our bodies moving like water... like fire.

Mmmm. It drives me crazy to allow the images to run rampant and unbound in my head. The incessant thought repeats: I want you. I want to touch you. I want to taste you. I want to know you. I want to be unfettered in your presence and devour you completely. My body cries "come to me lover, let me worship you" My love knows no bounds or rules... it just is. This trip is sweetness to me.

Your scent haunts me so that even now, as I write this, the bitter and sweet flavor of my coffee brings with it thoughts of you. Your hands. Your lips. The skin of your belly is soft and hard against my mouth.. For you I could beg, I could weep, I could fight. How did I fall under this spell? Where did you come from or were you always there... just out of sight? Why can't I get you out of my head... you perpetually stand in front of me, desire in your eyes, passion in your touch... the energy burning my skin.

I want to sit in front of you, look in your eyes without the veil shrouding my heart, touch your face, allow my love to show through my fingertips the way it always shows through my smile. I want all of you, without restriction. I want to ride the fall all the way. Fuck fear and guilt. Life is for the living.